Keven likes Brianne and i actually think i'm ok with it. I mean sure I was mad at first.. wondering why it couldn't have been me. how i wished when i saw him he would just say i miss you. but now i look at him and do not see the boy i once liked sooo much. he is just a boy i once fell for. I sometimes wonder if he ever did find out about alan but i try not to think of it.
i'm lonely.... and i hate to say that but it's true. maybe Evans mind is right, I do not know if I could be in a relation with someone with out the relationship part. Sure plain no-stings sex is awesome but how much of it can you take without getting to attached with the other person. no, he has not actually said this. but i can see it in his eyes. and that for once this is the only time i can read his mind. All the same i can not help but want him, and go back to eating morning chocolate chip pancakes!
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