Love, do you say it just to say it or do you mean it for what it truly is.
and if you do say it.. do you say it to early.. to late.. or never at all.
Things with the new boy toy have been good.. great even. givin that Corey is into drugs, not going to high school, has zero goals, and zero expectation of entering college if and any at all in his life time... yet i find myself having those fuzzy feelings you get when you first meet someone new....
at the same time when i should only be thinking of him.. the name Evan enters my brain and can not shake him. i still do not know if im in love with him or the image of him, but what i do know is the feeling that might be love is there.. and im tried of waiting for him.
the reason i bring up love is.. corey dropped the "L" bomb!!!! ... we have been dating now for .. 3 weeks. he first said it to me on the phone when i was visiting FERANDO ( a friend i met through playin halo four years ago.. a story i will deff get into later!!! ) anyway i didn't know what to say so i just said "ok bye!" well when i got home he said it again. i feel bad not saying it but i can not say it to someone i do not feel it for. its weird because i just have a hard time with someone saying "i love you" so early on in a relationship. can they mean it....?
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well, Katie, it might not be *too* early into the relationship, but it definitely is pretty early. three weeks is a little...ehhh...but not too too bad. i told Brittany i first loved her after like five weeks in but i didn't want to freak her out so i didn't say it for another two weeks or so. regardless, it was over a month of dating, but still. not saying it to him is probably best for you; don't say it if you don't mean it. how old is he? he might not even really *mean* it. men and women see love in two very different views; men see it as a spur of the moment thing, and will probably say it to get in your pants. or they might actually mean it, but it's not on the same deep level as if a woman was saying it. when you think of love you think of being together forever, never being unhappy, seeing yourself with that person for the rest of your life, starting a family with them, putting them before you, etc... when you love a person nothing and noone else matters. it seems to me that you don't love him...yet (even though you stated that you don't love him), but you might just need more time. maybe tell him that you don't want to "rush" things too soon, and keep the 'L' word DL for a while, because you don't want to hurt him by not saying it back.
okay, i'm done now :) peace.
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