Falling Into Place

well lets see what is new in the life of me..
new love
new school
new dreams!

Love..
Kevin after a YEAR!!!!!! finally asked me to be his girlfriend! which is big, big for me anyways because... i was starting to think it wasn't going to happen special after i went to New jersey and i left he said" we will talk about us when i come home in 2 weeks". Im happy though, that fuzzy feeling is through and i get chills everything i think about him.. though i hate my mind because all i keep thinking of is how Im his first girlfriend since Melissa.. which he dated all though high school and was in a relationship with her for 3 years...( HoLlySHIT!!) sighh i hate the thought of her.. and when he brings her up in conversation i just want to change the topic but i know he wants to talk about her so i just have to shut up and take it. I do not want to be compaired to her.. which i know im in his mind which idk how to change that.. or if i ever could. I don't want to be one of those girls that tells their boyfriend he can not see certain people.. thats just fucked up.. because i would feel the same way if Kevin asked me not to see Evan or talk to him anymore.
School...
Cortalnd!!!! i can't wait!!! its going to be amazing!!!
Dreams...
i want to write! i was telling kevin about a story i had been writing for a while now.. and i reliest i love it. i loved every minute of telling him about it and it just made me want to write more. Maybe i will take some writing classes at Cortland and see how it pans out!!
THINGS ARE GOING GREAT AND FINALLY FALLING INTO PLACE!!!