People watching can be fun but also annoying. Take this guy that started talking to this girl their conversation kinda went like this.
Boy- So what do you want to do with your magor?
Girl- Um.. Im not really to sure yet Im going into Medical Ant.
Boy- Oh thats cool.. so what do you want to do with it.
Girl- Um.. Maybe travel the world, I really would like to do that.
Boy- Oh thats cool.. So how do you plan on getting that.
Girl- Um.. Im sure there is away.
Boy- Well you really should know, This is what you wanna do.
Girl- Um.. yeah
Boy- You should blahblahblagh some bullshit blahh let me know talk about myself for 15 mins.
Girl-... Umm ok
As I watch I kinda felt like who is this guy.. like really who is he to question or judge what she wants to do with her life. She obviously doesn't know what she wants to do for the reason of her life. I just really hate people like that, you think they are so smart, and he probably thinks he is helpping. But he is not. She will leave the conversation and think about her life and how she has no idea what she wants to do and feel helpless and alone and mad. Mad that things just dont come to her like they do everyone else. How for other people thigns are just handed to them without any questions. God I hate people.. what the hell am i doing as a Sociology major. FUCK!
Sighhhh.. there is a bright side to everything. In less then two weeks I will be home.
realationships. <3
Yup, shockingly enough im still with Kevin.. even when I want to punch him in the face sometimes. But I do love him and really glad we are still together.... He recently came up up so he could go to this winter formal thingy Cortland was having.. it was ok. The reason it was only ok is because Kevin acted like a ass hole the whole time. He did not want to dance and then basicely left me to go to the bar. it was so stupid because if you dont want to dance dont come. He drove all that way to come to a dance which he did't want to dance. He always gets mad at me too.. for such stupid reasons. Like how i will admit I have come to want to dress better and for once look good.. he takes it as "WHO IM TRYING TO LOOK GOOD FOR!" hes so dumb like i want all his friends to ask why he would date me if I look like crap. How they would say dude you could do so much better. It just makes me mad because he doesnt see I want to dress nice for him, and no one else. He thinks to far into things.
BUUUT winter break is coming up and im glad i get to spend the whole winter with him.. well winter break anyways. The bad news is school is almost over and my grades... well they are not good.. i really didnt try this semester which sucks.. i hate getting bad grades but its whatever ill make them up next semester!
God I cant wait until school is over!!
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