i love my job.. but sometimes i hate the people

so i got a little/lota drunk again and txted evan to come over which he didn't bc of something happed with his mom.. which to tell you the truth im still not sure actually happened.. so anyways i was a little confusted though out the day so at work i asked some people what they though about that situation and if they would think that same things thats were going thow my mind.....the key thing is tho that i changed his name bc to be honest again i hate my business shared with everyone.. bc it is my business noone elses.. so today like 5 mintues ago i just found out that someone txted evan and told him everything i said to them yesterday.. mother fucking people.. why would you do that!!!! thats like stabing someone in the back! never would i do that to someone.. especilly when they know or at lest they know how much i like him! what i still can not figure out tho is how did they know i was talking about evan when i never said his name! i hate people so much sometimes i which i could just be on an island alone... never have to worry about anything or anyone else! the bad thing about this all is it hurts.. it hurts so bad i cant even give the words and theres nothing i can do about it