3 weeks to go

i might be wrong be i think Kevin tried to tell me he wanted to be "boyfriend/girlfriend" .. i could ofcourse be way off.. but idk, we first were talking online then he called me and started to explain himself.. which actually helped and i kinda got it.. it was hard because i could tell he really did not have the words.. but at the same time probably did not want to just pour his heart out and and have me maybe not feel the same way.. BUT I DO! i do feel the same way! i wish he would have just said what he wanted to say but i know how hard it is for him to just open up like that.. i mean no one wants to be totally honestest and then stepped on... but still i wish he would have. He invited me to go see and stay with him for a weekend in 3 weeks, we both agreed that we should really talk about this more in person. He said that he wanted more but he was scared of losing me.. that has to be something.. ofcourse i could be looking way to much into it. im so confused but at the same time i know what he is going to say.. or at lest hope i know. i guess i will find out in 3 weeks. excited, scraed... yes!